Saturday, September 29, 2012

Uh, huh. Pass the Coffee.

I attempted to open my picture file yesterday and went into a spaztastic breakdown. So I shut it in order to breathe again.

Later I took a nap. When I was almost asleep, I started to think about the last chapter I edited and everything that I needed to fix. Again. Because my not-quite-there brain knew it wasn't good enough. That left me fighting a panic attack.

And last night, when I wanted to shut off my mind? I tried to read. Uh, yeah. I can't concentrate through a page.

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So what does this tell you?

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There are reasons that this blog is dead. haha.

I have to get away from this book for a while and decompress. Steven and I going on a date tonight (with friends). Phew. I hope it's enough to clear my head so that I can start next week fresh.

Of course, I am working this morning. Because I can't waste an entire day. The sooner I get this over with, the sooner I can have my life back.

2 comments:

  1. Oh, no. I hope your book goes better, and that this is just a tricky spot. (Though I know it's so easy to get burned-out on a book when you've been working on it a long time. Ugh.) Either way, good luck getting through it so you can move on to something else - even if that something else is a nice, long break.

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    1. I actually got some work done today, but this weekend my brain was quite mushy. The worst is I can't focus enough to read. It's really awful.

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